This summer, I have been learning a lot. Here’s a few snippets of what God is teaching me right now…

1. Perfection is not the goal.

I have been in a new role this summer, and there have been many times where I have been less than perfect to say the least. I’ve realized that I put a massive amount of pressure on myself to get it all right. The truth is, not only is it impossible for me to get it all right, but aiming for perfection is misguided.

When my focus is on perfection, I am in danger of making my work/service about me. Trying to prove to myself or others that I am enough, or competent, or trustworthy, etc. Instead I’m learning, by God’s grace, to focus on being faithful. To believe the truth that I am nobody’s Messiah. And it’s ok to make mistakes.

2. I love what I get to do.

I have realized again this summer how much I love being a part of a team. And what I love is not just that I’m surrounded by an incredible group of people, but that we get to be on mission together.

I’ve been reminded that I love leading and influencing others towards the vision that God has for them. Along the way, incredible growth happens and amazing relationships are formed, but what energizes me most, is moving towards a common goal with people around me.

In the midst of a physically exhausting season, I have been emotionally energized this summer because of this. I’m so grateful that I get to do what I do!

3. I’m running out of good things to say.

At this point in the summer, I am very aware of the fact that I am tired. I’m also aware of the temptation to try and have something clever and spiritual to say every time I meet with my staff. It’s amazing how we can say we believe things, like that God’s Word is living and active, and yet we can live like our own words are more valuable than His.

So I’m learning. To practice believing what I preach. That God’s Word is “useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness” (2 Tim. 3:16) by itself, without my witty commentary. I hope that when I speak, I hold the Word of God highly and let it bear weight on my staff.